daily fix

there were times when i knew addictions.. all different ones. some were very dangerous to my self esteem, my body, my mind.. actually, in my case, most of them were bad.. but still i did have some addictions that i still have and that are uplifting.. like seeing people smile, happy, feeling good about themselves. seeing them achieve things they never thought was possible, and knowing that i at least played a small part in helping them be all that they can be.. wow, i sound like an infomercial.. anyway, i still love speaking hope and faith into peoples lives, now just with the added bonus of knowing what the eternal value of their souls are!!
but why do i talk about addictions today, probably because that is what God is speaking to me about!! what am i addicted to.. wow, scary stuff.. do know what is even more scary.. why am i addicted??? now there is a conversation i don't even know if I'm ready for. really scary to think there is STILL so much wrong with me!! not that i ever thought i was perfect, but i do sometimes want to think of myself as ok.. and then God comes, as the still small voice and He calls me into myself, and there is this broken, frail, scared and lonely girl... crying, begging, hoping.
no worries, it's all good, i mean it's God.. what more can i say.
matyn's new school books have arrived and they are really cool. I'll bring my camera 2morrow, and take photo's for you.. we are so excited about them. so, we're full stream ahead!!
scripture memory for the week: with matyn Isaiah 55:6 Seek the Lord while He may be found. I like it.. something to think about though, while He can be found... maybe someday He won't be..
and memory work with my cel Joshua 1:8-9 This book of the Law shall not depart out of your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, that you may observe and do according to all that is written in it. For then you shall make your way prosperous, and then you shall deal wisely and have good success. Have not I commanded you? Be strong, vigorous, and very courageous. Be not afraid, neither be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go..